Today was an awesome day. Woke up fresh from a 9 hours sleep. Can't blame me for enjoying that sleep. Total of not more than 12 hours of sleep for the past three nights nearly kill me. Gone to work right now and it is super boring. Not even a single customer right at freaking 2pm. Just me in front typing this blog entry here.
Lately, i might have been a bit weird. There is this thing that is always on my mind. It was actually a particular person I would say. Woke up thinking about her randomly. Nah.. I am not going on with it anymore. Just lately she always on my mind.
Btw, walking out in the middle of movie is the first time I did it today. Hangover 2 officially sucks or I just do not have the mood to watch it. Screw it
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Rewind
"I don't choose to rewind. I choose to go forward. Sometimes, fast forward."... The past had its chance. I have to give the future a chance.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Future
"The future is scary, but you do not go back to the past because it seems familiar. It is a mistake."
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
White lies
There are times you lie because there are things that you want to protect. Those lies are what we call "white lies". I lied too. In fact I don't prefer to lie unless if I need to. I would prefer to stay silence rather than to lie. There are time you might think that your lie are good but it might not end up that way. The person you want to protect might refer you to be honest if they really understand you now.
Watched source code yesterday. Amazing movie. With a part where everyone was laughing and smelling together even though they do not know each other. It is amazing how laughter can unite people together. Beside that, there is a question that caught my attention in the movie. "If you only has less than a minute to live, what will you do?".
The answer in the movie is, I will make every second counts. Yea, I will too. Hope that you guys can do the same as well. Appreciate those around you. Don't regret for not taking any action for those you love.
Watched source code yesterday. Amazing movie. With a part where everyone was laughing and smelling together even though they do not know each other. It is amazing how laughter can unite people together. Beside that, there is a question that caught my attention in the movie. "If you only has less than a minute to live, what will you do?".
The answer in the movie is, I will make every second counts. Yea, I will too. Hope that you guys can do the same as well. Appreciate those around you. Don't regret for not taking any action for those you love.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
immature
Two nights ago, after a comment from a friend makes me realise that there is a matter I might have again dealt with it in a very immature way. Maybe she is right. I am ignoring the manager rather than I am being serious. It is true that I have no respect for him but that doesn't mean I have to be so rude to him. Immature.
If is two years ago, I would have quit this job. I can't be that childish anymore. I will have to face it and learn from my mistake. I will have to come out with a good solution.
All fresh today with a gloomy weather outside. Chilling and drilling. Woke up early and complete the presentation outline in 20 minutes before I go to work. Amazingly early to work so I took a different route from Flinders station. Walking under the drizzle calm me down. The soothing feeling. I am tired of my life right now. At the same time I am eager to finish up the things I am suppose to. I can't leave things stay undone. Nasty feeling I will get.
3 more weeks to the end of everything. I will have to back up. Hope everything will be smooth. Lately, I do get headache from staying up late. Maybe I do get a bit stress up with the things I have to cope lately.
If is two years ago, I would have quit this job. I can't be that childish anymore. I will have to face it and learn from my mistake. I will have to come out with a good solution.
All fresh today with a gloomy weather outside. Chilling and drilling. Woke up early and complete the presentation outline in 20 minutes before I go to work. Amazingly early to work so I took a different route from Flinders station. Walking under the drizzle calm me down. The soothing feeling. I am tired of my life right now. At the same time I am eager to finish up the things I am suppose to. I can't leave things stay undone. Nasty feeling I will get.
3 more weeks to the end of everything. I will have to back up. Hope everything will be smooth. Lately, I do get headache from staying up late. Maybe I do get a bit stress up with the things I have to cope lately.
Thursday, May 12, 2011
4.44am
4.44 am and I am here sitting in front of my laptop doing my assignment. Halfway done. Do not have the correct answer yet. Doing report and the trying to produce the results as well. Playing some songs from Enrique, having slight headache due to late night sleep again. I just can't sleep if I can't get a satisfying answer.
This year, Victoria turns cold earlier than expected. 4 degrees Celsius during the Autumn season. AWESOME!!
Tired and yet can't sleep. That is me. I do feel guilty sleeping in the middle of something. I will only sleep when I really can;t take it any more. Well, that is the dedication and responsibility that I had been talking about.
Each game we played, we should make sure that we can produce the best result out of it. Most of the time whenever I take up a challenge, I will make sure I am up for it. Up to it would mean I must make sure that I have the time to dedicate, I have to ability to do the best out of it, I have the information that can guarantee my success, and I will pour everything I had into it.
For instance, working part time right now. I am willing to learn and put a lot of effort into it. If not, why bother? Let's say, I am to do my assignment. I will make sure that I have enough information to start on it or else, screw it. Each game I played, I will take it seriously. There is no joke about it. If I study, I will take up at least 2 hours to concentrate, If I sleep, I will sleep dead. If I work, I will work seriously. If I play, I will play hard. Each games seem to have its own nature and I have to indulge in them differently every time.
No matter what game, I can always take up the challenge except for one. One that I am always lack of confident. One that I will have to take into the account of the other party's thought. One that I have to guess the other party feelings. I do not have enough information and the readiness to go for it. The only game that I prefer to let it pass by.
This year, Victoria turns cold earlier than expected. 4 degrees Celsius during the Autumn season. AWESOME!!
Tired and yet can't sleep. That is me. I do feel guilty sleeping in the middle of something. I will only sleep when I really can;t take it any more. Well, that is the dedication and responsibility that I had been talking about.
Each game we played, we should make sure that we can produce the best result out of it. Most of the time whenever I take up a challenge, I will make sure I am up for it. Up to it would mean I must make sure that I have the time to dedicate, I have to ability to do the best out of it, I have the information that can guarantee my success, and I will pour everything I had into it.
For instance, working part time right now. I am willing to learn and put a lot of effort into it. If not, why bother? Let's say, I am to do my assignment. I will make sure that I have enough information to start on it or else, screw it. Each game I played, I will take it seriously. There is no joke about it. If I study, I will take up at least 2 hours to concentrate, If I sleep, I will sleep dead. If I work, I will work seriously. If I play, I will play hard. Each games seem to have its own nature and I have to indulge in them differently every time.
No matter what game, I can always take up the challenge except for one. One that I am always lack of confident. One that I will have to take into the account of the other party's thought. One that I have to guess the other party feelings. I do not have enough information and the readiness to go for it. The only game that I prefer to let it pass by.
Random songs..
Alone in this room again tonight.. I got my laptop on.. with a bottle or beer.. Pictures of you running in my mind on and on again...
Well, Nice songs.. Just that I changed the lyrics a bit to suit my night..
Monday, May 9, 2011
Sleep in class
Once again, I slept in lecture. Am I proud of it?
To be more accurate, I am use to it. I have been sleeping in class ever since I am in primary school.
To be more accurate, I am use to it. I have been sleeping in class ever since I am in primary school.
This If Life.. Embrace it...
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is a beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is costly, care for it.
Life is wealth, keep it.
Life is love, enjoy it.
Life is mystery, know it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it!
Life is a beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is costly, care for it.
Life is wealth, keep it.
Life is love, enjoy it.
Life is mystery, know it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it!
Thursday, May 5, 2011
If only there are tears..
The title was taken from a mandarin song. My mandarin isn't good. Since young, I had been lazy to take on mandarin lesson. I wouldn't blame my mum for sending me to an English school. I do have the opportunity to learn if I want to. It is just that I am lazy. Instead I taken up Japanese language but I wasn't serious bout it. Taking things for granted seem to be no good.
Today, I have an off day and I had decline all offer to go out except for dinner. Well, I still have to eat. All this working, studying, drinking, party, and etc. I need time for my own. My own time in my room. Settle down, prepare a bit for my studies, and rest. It is time for my break.
From my title, I do have things that I want to put here. I still remember when I was.a small kid I used to cry. Whenever I am sad, angry or annoyed. I don't since when I do not cry that often. I might still be emotional, but I have learn to always let thing passed by. People do say I am cold blooded at times. I do not shed tears that easily nowadays. Watching loved ones passed away, sad movies perhaps, or even when I end my relationship. That does not mean I am not hurt.
People can say what they want. They can think what they want. In the end, I am the one who know what I want and who I am. Seem like I am still the same. Whenever my life gets let's exciting, my past will start to haunt me. Lots of things will run in my kind. Whatever the people around me said or do will affect me as well.
Well, this is my way of life.
A guy can never let people know what they feel at that moment of an event or occurrence. It is weakness. They should stay calm and be serious with what they have to accomplish and uphold their responsibility. This is life. They have to be strong to protect. Others aren't important. That is why I prefer to ignore things that aren't related to my life. I have enough o care about. To care about the people sound me.
Today, I have an off day and I had decline all offer to go out except for dinner. Well, I still have to eat. All this working, studying, drinking, party, and etc. I need time for my own. My own time in my room. Settle down, prepare a bit for my studies, and rest. It is time for my break.
From my title, I do have things that I want to put here. I still remember when I was.a small kid I used to cry. Whenever I am sad, angry or annoyed. I don't since when I do not cry that often. I might still be emotional, but I have learn to always let thing passed by. People do say I am cold blooded at times. I do not shed tears that easily nowadays. Watching loved ones passed away, sad movies perhaps, or even when I end my relationship. That does not mean I am not hurt.
People can say what they want. They can think what they want. In the end, I am the one who know what I want and who I am. Seem like I am still the same. Whenever my life gets let's exciting, my past will start to haunt me. Lots of things will run in my kind. Whatever the people around me said or do will affect me as well.
Well, this is my way of life.
A guy can never let people know what they feel at that moment of an event or occurrence. It is weakness. They should stay calm and be serious with what they have to accomplish and uphold their responsibility. This is life. They have to be strong to protect. Others aren't important. That is why I prefer to ignore things that aren't related to my life. I have enough o care about. To care about the people sound me.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Time Capsule
Time capsule, all of us would know what is that. A capsule that can be a container of anything that will contain the things that we want to keep for the future. Ever thought of how you will be, what you will be, where are you, who are you or ETF in the future? Video what you think of your future and keep it for the future you to watch. It might be surprising or touching. In the end at least you will know how much you have grown.
At least you will have a story to tell by then. Something remind you of who you have been in the past. People always move forward looking into the future but there are time they should stop for the present and step back to look at the past. Ironically, this is similar to a basketball game. In the game, once the all is on your hand you will charge to the front trying to get to the net as close as possible to score. Once you had charge too fast or there is an opponent in front, you will have to stop, hold the ball, look around, and jump backward to score. You will habit is easier to score as well. There time, it is not about getting the thing right away. It is about how you achieve it.
In life, I prefer to have stories to go with each action and each items that I have. Lately, there is an interesting thing. A cool.friend actually steal bar menu for me whenever we go drinking. I will keep each of it and have the story told in the future. Really appreciate it though.
Sitting on the train heading to the city. The shady weather makes the world looks gloomily. Right, I might be at the same state. No wonder I feel so comfortable. I fit in the weather today. Another day of work today. Full day just to take over people's shift. I am tired. Just when I had enough rest, and here I go again.
At least you will have a story to tell by then. Something remind you of who you have been in the past. People always move forward looking into the future but there are time they should stop for the present and step back to look at the past. Ironically, this is similar to a basketball game. In the game, once the all is on your hand you will charge to the front trying to get to the net as close as possible to score. Once you had charge too fast or there is an opponent in front, you will have to stop, hold the ball, look around, and jump backward to score. You will habit is easier to score as well. There time, it is not about getting the thing right away. It is about how you achieve it.
In life, I prefer to have stories to go with each action and each items that I have. Lately, there is an interesting thing. A cool.friend actually steal bar menu for me whenever we go drinking. I will keep each of it and have the story told in the future. Really appreciate it though.
Sitting on the train heading to the city. The shady weather makes the world looks gloomily. Right, I might be at the same state. No wonder I feel so comfortable. I fit in the weather today. Another day of work today. Full day just to take over people's shift. I am tired. Just when I had enough rest, and here I go again.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
The Lost Blademan
Just watched the movie today. The lost blademan. Played by Donnie Yen. Average movie. Nothing much. Another day just passed. At least it is a good one.
From the movie, there is a saying that I would have learn. The world, whether it is hell or heaven, it's all depends on how we see the world. To you, living in some rural area or the third world country, it is a living hell? It might be for you. For the people living there, they are contented with their life. At least, there are some shit that they do not need to cope with. But there are shit that we do not have to cope with as well. This is life. People will believe what they want to and see what they desire.
It is may now. One more month and I am done with another semester. I still have lots to do. Lots that I haven't finish I would say.
From the movie, there is a saying that I would have learn. The world, whether it is hell or heaven, it's all depends on how we see the world. To you, living in some rural area or the third world country, it is a living hell? It might be for you. For the people living there, they are contented with their life. At least, there are some shit that they do not need to cope with. But there are shit that we do not have to cope with as well. This is life. People will believe what they want to and see what they desire.
It is may now. One more month and I am done with another semester. I still have lots to do. Lots that I haven't finish I would say.
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