Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009 last reccomendation

I am slow. I know it. I am stuck at the farm for who know how long. I miss the debut of lots of beautiful songs. Including the song I was waiting for. It was the "君がいるから", also known as "kimi ga iru kara", by Sugawara Sayuri.



The other is by Leona Lewis, "My Hand". Can't believe that it will be used as the Final Fantasy XIII theme song.

Well, enjoy the song title "My Hand".



Well, Basshunter has a new album. Enjoy one of his song from the album, title " Every Morning".



Well, beside introducing Japanese song and also English song, I will also not forget that Jay Chou also had a new song for his latest movie. I think it is up in the cinema in Malaysia around this time. Sad that I am stuck here in Australia.

Enjoy the songs. Kinda lost touch with mandarin songs. Sad. Should update myself soon enough.

Destiny

'Destiny is a funny thing'. Once you think about this quote deeply and then you will realize it. Realize that it is true.

Seem like I am watching an AWESOME series. I am learning a lot from it.

Back to my objective. Today is the last day of 2009. What have I done during this whole year? Done with my second year. Others? Nothing else. I am such a loser. 2010 is coming. What should I be doing next year?

I am wondering. Any ideas?

Hmm.. The top is just some random stuff. There are some points in life where you will start to contemplate. Really thinking bout you yourself. Well, I think bout me myself at most of the time. Today while watching Alvin and the chipmunks, I actually was thinking, have I been selfish in my whole life up till now. It was at the moment when Britney scolded Alvin for being selfish as he always think bout he himself all the time. Have I?

Almost two years since I am here. Why am I not going back? Why I am not even looking forward to spending Chinese New Year? Many people did throw that question to me. Well, I have my reason for not really wanting to go back to Malaysia at the time being. It is not that I don;t want to go back but not at this moment. There are things that I think I have to finish up at here. As for Chinese New Year, ever since my grandparents move out to the city, Chinese New Year is getting weirder for me as each year passed. It was till the tragic incident that happen right before I come over, Chinese New Year is no longer Chinese New Year for me. The atmosphere is no longer there. Guess that life changes every time something happens.

I admit that I am a greedy person. I wanted to grab hold of everything. I wanted to have everything under control. There are times I hope that everything will stay the same forever. Maybe not the same, but once something good happens, I will have to feeling of wanting it to stay and then wanting it to expand from there. Well, things will just come and go. Someday, I hope that I will be able to gather everyone around again for Chinese New Year.

In life, everyone has different point of view. Giving an example, let's say we all go for a trip. During that trip, there are some occasions where we aren't allow to take pictures in that particular location which most of us will consider "special". However, there will be a guy or a camera hidden somewhere and take picture of us being at that "special" location. Well, and then it will be sold to us before we leave. I know that many people will think that I am a big spender because I will purchased that pictures most of the time. Why? Simple, money just can't buy memories. I don't mind working hard to spend on those small things as we go along. In life, these small things might actually matter the most.

2010. I will take up courses on cocktail makings and coffee makings. I had always like enjoying cocktails in bars. I don;t really like clubs. Prefer bars, as I can enjoy my drinks, listen to the music and chat with friends. Last few days, I met this really awesome guy who make coffee in some really nice coffee shop. He demonstrated on how he draw those pictures on the foam on top of the coffees. Amazing.

Last day of the year. I am enjoying some new songs. Thinking bout things. Running trough some stuff in my head. Enjoying every last minute of it. Thinking a little bout my future. Planning out some stuff that I should accomplish. Missing lots of people. Wondering how things have been around them.

Hmm.. I only have a brain. My parents would definitely hope that I would do well in my studies and take care of my health in the coming year. My friends would hope that I find a girlfriend fast. At here, I wish everyone "A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR". Hope everyone will stay healthy, live happily and enjoy life".

Life is short. Enjoy it to the max. ^^

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Morning World

Morning. Few more days and this year will officially end. A new year, year 2010 will be here. What will be ahead of me? What will be there lying in front waiting for me in year 2010? Anticipating? Might be.

While writing this blog, I learnt something. "When it is after 2am, just go to sleep. Whatever decision you make after 2am is will never be a good one.". Got it from the series, "How I met your mother.". So, nothing good happen after 2am. Face it.

Finally, a good sleep all trough the night. I am fresh and awake. Early morning, laughter began to fill the air. I think today's gonna be a good day. It is very funny as Kaka struggle around the kitchen saying "I am very hungry.". What should I do today? Lunch later, shopping and then head of to the airport to pick up my cousins. So gonna relate this to my sister later after I pick up my cousin. She gonna be so jealous. What can she do? She is in L.A. Los Angeles, she is having a better time than I do. Nah, I won't say that. She is just having fun in a place which I haven't been to yet. But I am having tons of fun here.

"Nobody, Nobody, want me.. chak chak, chak chak," Haha. Funny lyrics. Yea, thanks friend. Yesterday, right before I sleep, a friend message me asking me when will I be back. Obviously my answer is "I don't know." And after that come in the girlfriend thingy interrogation such as, "You got girlfriend now?", "Anyone you like?" and "Going after anyone?". I would go... Let's end this fast. :p

Well, I don't know but one thing that my friend said actually send me flying in my thoughts again. Let's say I am concentrating on my career right now and I don't want to be distracted by anything especially in relationship. What happen if I am successful and still single. Will I be feeling lonely at that time? Good advice. I don't know. Let the fate decide for me? If I am destine to be lonely then I shall find some excitement out of it. Haha. Hope so. To me life is a game. Whatever we do, our job, study, and etc are all a game. We should enjoy the whole process and gain something out of it. But to me a relationship is not a game. Weird.

Wow, my body start to itch again. Off to the bathroom and ja people. Have fun and enjoy life.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Merry Christmas

Christmas is so yesterday. ^^ Well, it was really yesterday. Today, no longer is Christmas.

First of all, waking up early in the morning, login into the facebook and this is what I saw.



It is a nice song but can be kinda emotional. Lonely, lonely Christmas. Maybe? Haha. The sudden rush of loneliness stream trough across my senses. This month has been a month full of meetings and break ups. Someday. I believe in someday.

Anyway, enjoy the song.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Whole new experience

Life has been easy for me? Working in the farm has been a whole new experience. Well, farm work is new for me.Fruit picking, fruit planting, fruit packing and others. In school, we did study bout how the food is being process. We might not have been going in details about it in school but I think most of us would have the faint idea about it. Now I finally manage to experience it by myself. Freaky exciting and fun.

Besides learning more bout farming, it is also fun to interact with those farmer. I remember I got the chance to cruise around the farm with a powerful ATV. The farmer let me jump on one of his ATV. COOL! The farmer really treat us nicely. Making coffee and provide us with cakes and biscuit during our breaks. Telling us stories bout their childhood and sometimes share with us bout the life as a farmer. It is not easy. Being a farmer means a everyday battle with the weather. The weather can really damage their crops.

Staying in the outskirt with bunch of backpackers? That is the best part bout this whole trip. Knowing different people from different country, staying together and have fun everyday. Fun. This is what i call fun. Beer everyday. Not only due to the hot weather. It is also during the party and also the celebration. It is nice to know that many people in this world is outgoing. Even though sometimes they have to defy what their parents want from them. I must thank them. Now I know what I might want. Another one of my very own bag packing trip. My very own. So that I will be able to discover more about myself.

My next target would be japan. As my bag packing trip. I shall improve myself by learning from the world. Learn how things work. Learn their behavior. By doing so, I hope thatI will be able to grow and protect the people around me. Then I ...