Monday, November 16, 2009

2nd year

2nd year engineering ending soon. Meaning it is around two years that I have been here. Time flies. Today, while shopping just now, I suddenly felt exciting thinking that it is my 2nd year is ending soon.

2 years. I will graduate in another two years time. I am slow if compare to my friends. Sometimes I hate myself then I think of that. If only I didn't hesitate to come over here last two years. In only I did not hesitate to take up the engineering course. I might have ended my 3rd year engineering by now.

Practically wasted a year. I should be looking at the past anymore. I shall look forward and work for it. Go for the things I want without any hesitation.

Currently, I am listening to Olivia Ong. Strange. After some rest, I will have to do another past year paper. I still have to study the theory tomorrow for my paper which is on Wednesday.

Last week, I chatted with my best friend. It is so nice to know that she had found her little world. Haha. I don't really know what does her little world consist of. Currently, it seems that she is satisfy with what she is having. This is good. Well, she told me that she is wondering why everyone seem so enthusiastic to travel around the world. In my mind, I am thinking. Is it because we still haven't found our small little world like her? A small world where we will feel comfortable inside it. Well, everyone have different desire. Everyone is seeking for a place where they belong to. It is good that some had already found it, some might have just missed it, and other might still be looking for it. Currently, I am one of those who are still searching for it. Searching for a nice spot in this big big world.

Anyway, sometimes I feel that human will be good without any feelings. Without feelings mean there is no weakness. Then they will be able to achieve greater things in their lives.

Friday, November 13, 2009

2012

Typically I watched 2012. Like always, I will want to be the few to watch those good movies first. I am not going to be a spoiler here. Catch it people. It is AWESOME. Non stop action till the end.

Yesterday was relaxing for me. It shouldn't be that way especially when I am in the middle on the exam period. Haha. Well, it doesn't matter. I have eyed on the Olympus tough 8000. Getting it soon. It does not have the image quality that I need but it is waterproof and tough. Really need those specs for next years. It is fun to see two friend struggling when they are in front of the DSLR cameras. One already had one which he bought for 1.7k AUD recently but now, he is eye-ing at the canon EOS 7D. The perfect DSLR for noob. The other one is trying to hold himself till after exam before he get his hand on the Canon EOS 450D. Not a bad choice for noob as well.

As for me, I think I should get a handy cam. It will be fun. It is for the next project? haha..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

The Proposal

Just finished watching the movie, "The proposal". Nice and funny movie. this movie portrait two person who try cheat the immigration with marriage. Apparently, the girl's vise had expired and she came out a proposal for his assistant, that if he is willing to marry her so that she can continue to stay in New York, then he will get the job that he wanted in the company. The stories continues as the girl follow the guy back to his hometown and their feelings began to develop.

In this stories I realized something. I realized that jealousy isn't that bad. We do get unsure of certain things or there are things or feeling that is developing within ourself, but we haven't realized it. However, jealousy often point out what do we want. in the movie, the girl basically realized that she love him whenever the guy talks to his ex. Well, she is jealous of the guy's ex.

I am not really good at writing synopsis. I shall stop here for the movie. I fear that I might ruin the storyline with my poor English.

Intended to sleep. But I can't sleep. Weird. This is no good. Usually, when I don't sleep, I will think bout lots of things. Things from the past mostly. Things that I really miss.

By the way, there is another from the movie. In the movie, the main character's dad actually wants him to inherit the family business. However, his intention has caused the son to flee to New York for his career. His mum however disagree with his dad fearing that the son might not be back to visit the family. Well, the whole point here is family business. While watching the movie, I remember the time when I was making my decision to study Civil Engineering. At that time, my mum did advise me to take up Mechanical so that I can continue my dad's business in the future. As usual, I go with my own decision. All this while, I have been thinking, my parents let me make my own decision. Helping me. Giving me choices. However, my dad's business might has been his blood and life. It wasn't easy for him to start up. Maybe in his mind, it will be great that we can actually continue the thing. However, when I make the decision, have I being selfish? I only think about what I want. I had thought only bout me wanting to prove myself that I myself can build up my own future without even understanding their feelings. Maybe I had. I am grateful that they respected me. They have always encourage me to go with my decision. Even when I am wrong, they are there to guide me. My friend is right. I am very lucky that my parents are open minded and letting me to lead my own life.

Today while chatting with my friends, I realized something. Randomly, I said "Maybe because my parents know that I am rebellious so they prefer to give me more space." Maybe it is true. Well, I am still grateful that they really believe in me.

besides that, there is something exciting this morning. I am still in my "Exam Period". This morning, we left the the house at 8.30 am for our 9.30am paper at Caulfield. The trip from Clayton to Caulfield usually only takes about 15 to 20 minutes. However this morning, the traffic was surprisingly congested. Some of our friends nearly late. Luckily none was late because the paper had being delayed. Well, as for us, we practically took the bus lane and the service lane all the way to Caulfield. A lot of local might cursed us, "Bloody Asian". Sorry, we do not have a choice. We are not going to let what we had studied for the past few days to go into the drain. It was exciting. Cutting trough the lanes, speeding along the road and discuss whether to take or not to take the lanes.

Well, this is another wordy post. When one can't sleep, he/she tends to run a lot of things in their mind.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

ADIDAS red-shirt

This morning, 10th November year 2009, while I was waiting to go into the exam hall, I saw a guy wearing the ADIDAS street basketball for year 2004. It kinda bring back some memories during my days in high school. It has been 5 years and that guy still have that shirt. Well, at least another friend of mine and me still have that. Aren't sure about the other two guys.

5 years ago, 5 innocent guy went to sign up for the street basketball at MABA calling them self the G'Stringz. Their tales begin after they hand in the form for the competition...

Back to reality. Just woke up. Got another paper tomorrow. Thinking I should summarized everything again before the paper tomorrow. Looking at the sky right outside of my window, thinking how should I run around wildly under the blue sky and on the green field after my papers. Run as wild as a horse. Run till I drop down feeling exhausted and enjoy the breezy whipping across my face.

K.. Getting ready for my exam revision.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Red Cliff

The other while I was having dinner with my friends, I heard a lot of China's history. In the end I ended up watching Red Cliff again. Good Movie.

My days passed with me watching one or two movies in the morning. After that, take a bath and look at my study table. Wondering what I should eat first. Sometimes I can be so lazy that I will only eat a meal a day.
Note: I found out that 15 pieces KFC wicked wings can last me for 1 day.
Then I will start looking trough the facebook for updates and check my mails......

TIU!!! Wasting my life here..


I will start my revision today and plan for my cousin's trip later. It was really a big surprised that they are coming over during December. How random can they be? In two days time, they just bought the tickets and applied for the visas for the trip. Maybe the "randomness" runs in our blood after all.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

FAILing in exam is not our fault.

I jus Have to AGREE with this so i posted it.. Hope u guys too. ^^
(Extracted from my old blog)




It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because
the year ONLY
has 365' days.

Typical academic year for a student:


1. Sundays-52, Sundays in a year, you know
Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot
and
difficult to study.

Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep- 130 days GONE..
Days left 141.


4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health)
means 15
days.
Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies
(chewing
properly &
swallowing)-means 30days.

Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal)-
means
15 days

days left 81.

7. Exam days-
per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, Half yearly and festival (holidays)-40
days.

Balance 6 days.

9. For sickness- at least 3 days.

Remaining days=3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.

1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you
study on that day??????!!!!!!!!!!
Balance = 0

"How can a student pass ?????"