End of Another Trip

My trip to China had ended. I would say it is a trip with a very good start, exciting and tiring flow, and ended with a superb night in a club in Nanjing.

21 hours trip from Clayton, Australia to Danyang, China. My friends' home town. China was way different from what I had imagined all this while. I had always imagined it to be a polluted, busy, and unfriendly place. I was wrong.

I am tired now to post a detail trip. Just would like to thanks my friends and also apologised. They were dead worry about me when I slipped away one night to bar and club till 6am in the morning. They thought I was kidnapped or being abducted for my internal organs.

At Xi Hu in Hang Zhou. Beautiful lake where one of the awesome scholar always spend his time there. Soh Dong Po.

After Exam Party!!

No more Exams! No more Assignments! No more Deadlines! For three whole months. AWESOME!

It is freaking awesome.

Yesterday, went to Cho Gao and Alumbra Club, they are al right but I wanted to go to Der Raum and Supper Bar very badly. I wanted to.

It is still fun. A couple of drinks. Loud music blasting into the ears. Hot ladies all around you. Standing by the bar having a few shots and sips now and then, and look at other people having one hell of a night.

Down the dance floor, there will be groups of girls dancing around. Some couple dancing together. Some guys going around trying to fish for some ladies to dance with or to grope on. Nothing to be said. What happen in the club stay there.

I had a cocktail with 7 different shots in it. Don;t even know the name but it is good. I only manage to catch that there was the Sloe Gin, and Vodka. I don;t even know what else is in it.

Nov 11

The date, 11th Nov. The day for the singles. Happy Being Single everyone!

Tomorrow shall be my final paper. Time really passed by very fast. I will be taking my leave from work tomorrow. I need a break of the work too. Visiting Der Raum tomorrow, running around the city clubbing, drinking, and flirting? Maybe.

I had just finished watching the movie, "The Time Traveller's Wife". I like the movie. Watched it a few times and yet it didn't get me bored.

Being to know the day when you are going to day is a gift. Unlike people who died in tragic accident not having the time to prepare the things before their death. If I know when I am going to die then I would everyone around me behind. I definitely will. I am a selfish person. I could bear that kind of scene. The scene of losing something.

I still got a bit to revise on. a little bit to go. Then I am ready for tomorrow exam. I am tired of this life. I can't wait to travel to China. Visiting some of the awesome historical sites, bars, scenery, and meeting great people.

Morning Song Sharing

陶晶瑩 - 女人心事 歌詞 :

作詞:陶晶瑩 作曲:陶晶瑩,黃韻玲
編曲:黃韻玲 製作:黃韻玲

東區的咖啡座 幽暗的沙發裡
總有幾張 熟悉的臉
那種聰明 代點防衛的氣質
想放棄 卻又不甘心的樣子

越過她的肩膀 空洞洞的視線
摩登女子 灰色心事
那種以為 自己什麼都可以
喝了酒 卻又哭的像個孩子

我聽見(愛我的人在哪邊)渴望的淚
我看見(傷心的故事一遍遍)我的從前

曾經 我也痛過我也恨過怨過放棄過
在自己的房間裡 覺得幸福遺棄我
如果 沒有分離背叛的醜陋
怎麼算是真愛過

請你 試著相信一愛再愛不要低下頭
別怕青春消逝 就不信單純的美夢
我在這岸看著你游
為妳的堅持感動
妳會的 有一天 會幸福的

Finally, Thoughts for Today

No worries. I am just sharing a nice song that I have just heard it from Facebook. New Hong Kong drama or a new Hong Kong movie?

Sitting in front of my pc getting my mood on to study for the last paper which will be on Friday. Today paper wasn't really good. Seem like this semester is not as easy as I thought it is. I had been taking things a bit too easy this semester.

The look of my room's floor yesterday. It was before my Geo paper.

My table. Coke, mother, sweet, cranberry juice, and not to forget my notes, had all been my companion for the entire time while I was preparing for my exams.

The overall look of the messing room. Filled up bin, papers all over the floors. Table filled with things.

My bed, with my clothes. They are all washed but I do not have time to fold them yet.

Lying outside on the field after my paper today. The blue blue sky with scorching sun warming the land. Temperature of the day is 28 degrees. Approaching summer and it just feel so good lying under the sun enjoying the moment of one paper down.

A room which is literally cleaner. Cleaner and tidier.

I got myself the book. "The Ultimate Bar Book". The one I had read once at the Borders for the whole day. I had finally decided to buy it for my own convenience.

This book is awesome. Introducing spirits, liqueurs, and wines from all over the world. A few extensive cocktails and descriptions.

Last paper. The bridge structure design exam is on Friday. It has been divided into 2 parts. I shall finish my part 1 revision by tonight. Tomorrow I will finish part 2. Thursday I will look trough and Friday shall be the day.

Tales Listening

I like to listen to tales from other people. I like to listen and try to understand and try to experience the tales told by them.

I might later on forgot about the tales told by them but at least I had experience it through my imagination for a short moment.

Later I will be having my Geo-engineering exam in less than 12 hours time.

These few days, a few things got me wander back into my past. Tales from others triggered the memories that seem to have faded away.

Mistakes that should not have done had been done.

Few days ago, Emily told me that she had lost trust in guys. Deep down, I don't blame her. Even me myself do not believe myself in a relationship.

Fading

Yesterday while walking to the train station I came across a song. It reminds me of the songs you burned for. The songs that I used to play in my car. Songs that I can even sings along with it.

Your eyes, your smile, and you just appeared in my mind again. It was only for a moment. Are you fading away in my memories?

Seem like I do not have to force myself to forget about something. They will just fade away as with the time.

Looking at my messy room. It needs some tidying. I will do it tomorrow after the Geo-engineering paper. Cans of Mother, bottles of cranberry juice, chips bags, plate, glasses, clothes everywhere, and papers everywhere.

Guys will always be Guys.

The Chance

Chance doesn't come by everytime.

Today I wasn't sure whether Emily had helped me out or it is just that the manager feel that I am ready.

When I am back from China, I will be officially be working and be trained in the bar. It is awesome!

I am all fired up.

Found the Song again.

Reunion

Suddenly I had this vision. A vision that you guys are in front of my place. My bar where I am serving you guys drinks and we are having a good time catching up with each other.

In life there are time that you hope that you can move further forward and leave some things behind for the moment. You won't want to forget them. You just feel like leaving it at that spot and one back for it when the moment is right.

Before this, I used to hope that I can forget things that I should. Later on I have learned that there is no need to forget them. Sad or happy, they are part of me now.

People ask me whether should am I going back to Malaysia. This time, my answer will be a no again. There are things that I will have to accomplish here. This is the right time for me to do so and I will not let the chance slip away.

Whiskey

From Black Label to Blue Label. Then you have some of the finest single malt whiskey, the Glenfiddich 15 years and etc.

Sorry, I am not in the mood to name all the whisky I know. Speaking about whisky, yesterday I nearly missed my last train home because of it. Learning more about whisky from my manager can be time consuming.

Nothing much to talk about. Just woke up in the middle of the night waiting for my paper to start. Another 12 hours and I will finish with my 2nd paper. Boring?

Studying the same topic for a long time can be really tiring and boring. My friend was studying so seriously in the library and I ended up discussing about the graduation trip with another friend. CRAP!!

Comfort Zone

In order to achieve our goals, we will have to leave our comfort zone from time to time.

I gave this subject a thought yesterday while putting my notes aside and I somehow agree with it. In term of study, working, relationship, and etc. Somehow this sentence relates to all of them. It is crucial.

Am I comfortable with my life now? Hell NO!

There is nothing much that I can do but to dedicate my life and time into what I want in future. I don;t complain and ask for help. All I seek is guidance and teachings so that I will not make any mistake. Guide me to seek for perfection in the things I do. Nothing is perfect but we will still have to aim for it.

Right now, I am balancing my life between work and study. Working and training to be a bartender. Studying to be a professional civil engineer in the future. It is not easy. I will still have to face them one by one and concentrate on tackling them.

Is it comfortable? Having dark eye loops. Sore muscle from work. Dead brain cell from study. Eat simple and easy cooked stuffs. Woke up at odd hours or burn midnight oil. Comfortable?