Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Home

Home to my blog. Life has been hectic again it seems for me. However, time management is crucial. There is no such thing as being busy and have no time for certain things. Finally I am home early today. Every night for the past few weeks, I am always home either late in the night or early in the morning. Work, visit bars and clubs had been my activities in the night.

Porn has existed long ago. From drawings, to photography, to movies, and now 3D porn on big screen cinema.

SEX and ZEN. A whole new stories with some funny acts along the show. Not to forget soft porn as well. It is only a fairly good movie with me fell asleep twice.

For every movie that you had watched, there will be something that you can learn from it. To me, it would be the Monk. Sad that his 50 years learnings and teachings is all gone in a day. Seeing this remind me of how I should do everything as near perfection as possible and not allowing any mistakes.

A single mistake will in the end destroy all the hard work. Most of the time, the mistakes seem insignificant and small and yet, we tend to neglect them.

My life isn't boring with so many things to do. There are still a lot for me to learn and see. Have been putting everything into work and studies. There are things that i have neglected during this period of time. Slowly I will get use to it and have everything under control.

Responsibilities. I must learn to take them seriously. A guy will have to do what they have to do. Maybe I should have some time off for myself. Time off where I do not have to think about anything even bout chasing my dream. That would be nice. Time off where I can slowly pull myself back and cherish my past and contemplate about my future.

Nah, should not even care about my past and future but enjoy the present. Solely, just for the present.

Past, present, and future, they are equally important. "Do not forget the past, enjoy the present, look forward to the future."

It is the same, right and wrong is equally as important. Being always right seem perfect, but life isn't perfect. Being wrong once a while let us grow and make us realise what is right.

It is all about balance. "Work seriously, play insanely".

Part of me love challenges and competition, while the other part of me love being lazy and peace. There are times I would love to do good in both civil and bartending, and there are times I would love to open up a nice venue where I can just serve people from behind the bar.

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