Don't Bother

Watching an old drama. Right now. Don't want to bother about anything. another 3 more days of work and i will have an off day. Just looking forward to the off day and can't be bother. Tired or bored? Hope that I haven't fall into depression.

Just asked my friend bout when I am starting my class and she said 25th. Her comment was I was being too awesome to not even know. Deep down I hope that my life can be awesome. Nothing new. Nothing excited. No avhievement. Just stagnant.

Life has been random with work. On call nearly 24/7 for work. That is the most I can do for them right now. Poor management causing so much trouble and in the end hoping for the best. If they can't improve their management. Then their business won;t lasst long. That is for sure.

Now I just can't be bother about anything. Let thing be. Things that are not in my control, I can only handle them that way. Never put my hope too high on it or it will disappoint me deeply.

Stress!?

Work had been stressful. Since Thursday till Sunday. There is non stop of frustration during work that I have to deal with. Customers, staff, and tiredness. Complains from the customers, troubles from some of the staffs, demands from the boss. All these seem like craps until today.

Today I manage to get half a day of in the morning. It has been quite a relaxing day thanks to Heather's arrangement. It was more like a set up for me today. I didn't know that there will be so many people for the lunch at a fine dining restaurant today. Who cares when you have great companions to enjoy great food together. Some laughter here and there and some catch up make my day.

Today at work, small meeting with the manager and everything seem solved for the time being. All for the best of the restaurant I would say.

Reach home early tonight. Which is good in a way for I am able to clean my room. Got everything in place meaning I will have busier day ahead. I will have to buck up and start on my FYP. Cheong K session cancelled for a greater reason.

At least things seem organised now. It takes time to cope with lots of changes and happenings. I will be bale to manage them.

Excitement?

Maybe it is time for some random excitement. Things are not entirely in my control now. Till now I always have doubt bout myself. Am I really suited to be in a relationship? Suited or not? there are time when things are beyond our control. It is just me hate it when things are not in my control.

Feelings are not something that is easy to be controlled eh. Just hope that this time I will not hurt anyone just because I want to avoid hurting myself.

Last two night, has been good. Just discovered a hidden bar. A bar should have the atmosphere where one come in will be able to isolate themselves from the outside world. A small cosy bar with no signboard. Just a semi heavy locked door with a small sign saying please call to unlock door. "New Gold Mountain" bar situated at Liverpool st.

Inside the venue, a small bar I would say only can fit a bartender at a time. Sat down in front of the bar, I notice a few bottle of home made spirit and aromatics. In front of me is a young bartendress just arrived from UK 4 months ago. She is professional, I admire her for being able to capture what I wanted for my drink. The whole night would have been perfect if she had been able to make my Mojito correctly.

Cookie bar was alright last night with a new presence from Malaysia. Yi Wayn a friend from high school which we haven;t met for a long time.

ArGH!! Boredom to death I would say. Am I? This kind of situation is calling for some excitement. Some adventure I would say. Away from everything. Hmm.. Maybe snow trip when I am having my break in two weeks time. A short trip will do. Or ask for some leave to travel to Adelaide again? Or!!! HOR TZE YEE! SKY DIVE LICENSE!!! I know you will read this. Or!! come here right now for SNOWBOARD!!