Friday, October 30, 2009

All ready?

Watermelon? Checked.. Got 2 this time.
Chicken wing? Checked.. Cooked in Japanese curry style with lots of vege and bits of apples.
Water resources? Checked.. Got fruit juice. Got sodas. Got beer.
Lecture notes? Checked.. All printed nicely.
pendrive? Checked.. Slotted into my ALIENWARE.

K.. READY to get all the programmes done and also study for the traffic.

GOOD LUCK OTHERS..

Trust You - Megumi

Trust You by Megumi Hayashibara

そよ風やししく 
私の髪をすりぬける
(there's no place like you for me)
昨日と変わらぬ 
静かな夕暮れに一人
何を見てるの

遠いまなざし
見つめている未来(さき)
ふり返らずに進んで

時々は切なくって 
時々は苦しくって
かけよって 抱きしめて 伝えたい
でも今は言わないの 
あなたが自分の夢
つかみとる その日だけ 信じてる

(why are more and more people dreaming of the other world laugh all the way)

傷つき疲れた 
羽を休めたい時には
(there's no place like me for you)
自分の心に 
静かに聞いてみればいい
答えはそこに

うらんでみても
責め立ててみても
決して光はささない

時々は見失って 
時々は立ち止まって
くじけても 迷っても いいから
巡り合えた奇跡で 
新しい風が吹く
重なった 運\命を 信じてる

この時 生きている

なぐさめはしないけど

時々は切なくって 
時々は苦しくって
かけよって 抱きしめて 伝えたい
でも今は言わないの 
あなたが自分の夢
つかみとる その姿 見えるから

Suddenly got hold of this old songs. I used to love this song very much. Still like it, I think. The lyrics is good.

Translations:

The wind gently
passes through my hair
[There's no place like you for me]
unchanged from yesturday,
alone in the quiet sunset,
what ar e you looking at?

Far eye sight
looking before you
Move on without turning back

Sometimes, I'm very lonely
Sometimes, I'm very painful
I want to run up, hug, and tell you
but I won't say it now
The day you capture your dream
I will only believe the that day

[Why are more and more people dreaming of the other world laughing all the way]

When the tired and injured
wings want rest
[There's no place like me for you]
at your heart
ask softly
and the answer is there

By trying to despise
and trying to blame
the kight will never shine

Sometimes, I lose my way
Sometimes, I stop
It's okay to feel low or get lost
With the miracle that was found
a new wind will blow
I am believing the overlapping destiny

Living this time

I won't comfort you but

Sometimes, I'm very lonely
Sometimes, I'm very painful
I want to run up, hug, and tell you
but I won't say it now
The day you capture your dream
I can see you capturing it

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Exam's eve

Tomorrow, the day I had been dreading for. Didn't sleep for the whole night.

Reason: To readjust my sleeping time. Gonna sleep early tonight and wake up early tomorrow morning and sit for my exam. Give me five for the brilliant strategy.

Gonna study. Yea, that is what I must do. Had my breakfast. Peanut butter and bread. Should be enough for my brain. It is easier for one to feel tired when they use their brain too much. Why? Brain uses the most energy in our body. No wonder I sleep more during exam period.

Took a bath and look at the sky. No sunshine. Look at my computer and decided to write a blog. From writing this, I will be able to get my study mood into me. Besides that, this morning I chose the songs from Basshunter. The album 'Now you are gone' shall accompany me for today.

Actually, besides locking myself back at home, I did plan to go and buy a camera that I have been eye-ing on. The guilty feeling restrained me and asked me to go for it tomorrow. Troublesome.

I should really get my ass of the bed now. Right this instance. And flip trough my notes.

BTW.. Good luck to all those who are taking the exams soon.

Emotional!? Friends.

This weird feeling. Where does it come from? It has been such a long time since I feel so emotional. My friends back in Malaysia. It has been a long time since we hang around eh.

Tomorrow is my paper. My first paper for this semester. I am ready for it. No doubt about it. Time really pass. Here, I am relaxing. My friend is viewing my notes right beside me and asking me different questions. That really help me a lot in my last moment revision. And then listening to Aya Matsuura's songs. Chatting with some friends. Maybe this shouldn't be the life of a student who is going to sit for his exam soon.

While chatting, this emotional feeling came out. I recap a lot of things. Kean Soon, Ai Peng, and Tze Yee. Wow, I really miss those time we spent together eh. Suddenly, all the thoughts about them just come flashing trough. Kean Soon, know him since form 1. He is in the class right next to me. From Chung Kwok. Know my brother first before me. My master was once his apprentice back then. Ai Peng, same class with me. Not close with her till form 3 when I got stuck in the same class with her again. Form 3, same class with Tze Yee.

That was a long time ago. They can really go crazy anytime. Messing around in the supermarket for barbecue shopping. Messed up my house for Christmas. Celebrating birthday on the KLIA rooftop. Losing my car key and Tze Yee's camera in the sea/beach way away from KL. One hell of a group eh. Kean Soon always had this evil plans coming out. Yea, a guy I would want to have wherever I want to go. He is the guy who has the click. Somehow he just know what I always have in my mind.

Well, there are a lot of friends that I want to meet. I still remember those groups I joined before, the "4 aces", the "MUFY '06", not forgetting the "G-string" and etc. So many people. However, everyone is all around the world now. Pursuing their own goals and dreams.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Exam

Exams really screw up one's life. Waking up early in the morning. When I look at the notes on the table, I will go "Another day gone into the drain. I have to stay at home to stay rather than going out into the world and enjoy god's creations.".

Currently, I am thinking what to eat. Blasting on some songs. Yea, I should get my ass out and at least buy some eggs for my instant noodles.