Me?

Beside having the hectic life, I manage to squeeze two movies into my life today. Watching random movies that I choose from the net usually help me to discover about life a lot. Makes me understand a little more about this world. Sometimes even pull me back into the beauty of life that I am forgetting. The path that I am going trough now, there are a lot of times I wonder is this the path that I wanted? Most of the times, we have limited choice that we can only take as we go on with our life. However, most of the time we do not realise it.Well, I shall begin introducing the two movies that I had watched today. Two random movies and they are:

ただ、君を愛してる

Just, Loving You

and

Niji no Megami

Rainbow Song

These movies are good, even though they are not that well-known across the world. The movies are as shown in the poster, romance movie. However, it can be relate into others aspects of our life as well. as I had mentioned earlier, bout how limited our choices are when we are going ot make decision and setting our foot into different path of our life. In this world now, the basic needs of our daily life will be money. No one can't deny that. Most of us are unaware that everything we do nowadays actually are revolving the word 'Money'. As an example, as soon as we start our primry education, the very first things we learn from our parents before we even go into our primary school will be, "Study hard. Then you will become a lawyer or doctor. In future you will have good life." To express it in a simpler way will be, study hard and work hard in future then you will earn enough money so that you can survive in the society in the future. Let's say now I am doing Civil Engineering. Exams are coming soon. I have to study realy hard to score so that my cert will look NICER in the future. Besides, studying, I did get myself a part time job. Well, it is for the MONEY and also for the job experience. To be frank, if it wasn't because the manager intend to train me to become a supervisor, I had already quit the job. Why I want to be trained? Part of it, I want to learn something new. However, "this learning attitude" might have been cultivated from the way how I think that I should have good working experience so that people will hired me in the future after I graduate. Which in the end goes back to I must get a job so that I can earn some money to support myself and also repay my parents.

Well, this if our life. Each and everyone of us. Especially the 40+ people who are currently online in the facebook because they are bored of they consistant "last minute" revisions before the exam.

When I was a kid, I like photography. How I always have grab the old model canon camera whenever my family goes for trips. Even though, I always screwed up the pitures I took. I still like to go trough the pictures after they were being developed. You can't blame me. The old cameras do not have anti-shock, stabilizer thingy or anti-whatever thing to make your pictures prefect nowadays even for a noob to use. One thing I have learn from the society is, how secure you are as a photographer compare to be an engineer?

Obvious answer? It will be as an engineer. Well, I was thinking about this just now as I watch the movies. This goes back to money. My responsibility to earn money as well as to give my parents a good life for bringing me up. If we view from another from another point, maybe these responsibility for making money might have been derived from our LOVE for our parents and family. Maybe this is the way of expressing love, that is trough resposibilities which goes back to "MAKE MORE MONEY".

All the romance that we watch from movie might no longer exist anymore. How do you know that your partner are with you because they love you for who you are? Maybe they do. Who you are, is a rich person and had a stable income or life which they can depend on. Well, it is the basic criteria. If you want to build a happy family in the future, what do you need? Back to the basic, money. BO LUI JIAK HAM MI?? Translation: What do ou want to eat ir you have no money?. You want a happy and loving family? Go make money.

Beieve it or not. This is true. How I really admire those people who are still able to lead a simple life like those in the movie. I always, 'lead a simple life to other'. Sadly, I am not doing it. I do want a simpler life.

There is nothing That I can do. I have to go back to my studies after taking a bath to refresh myself. Maybe I can imagine myself with a 'CAMERA' and also an ipod listening to my favourite songs somewhere in the mountains with trees, and rivers. The best will be during winter where the white snow covered the whole area for me to take picture and lead my life enjoying the world.

'SMACK!!'. I am awake. No worries. Good luck to those having their exam or facing the paper soon. I have to start working for my future as well now.

Anyway, I will be improving my blog soon. This will no longer be a stranded and shabby looking blog which I post things randomly. IPOD coming soon and I will have time to choose the songs I wanted to go with this blog from my collections.