2014 Chinese New Year Eve

You don't get the luxury of experiencing Chinese New Year while working in a foreign country. It is just another work day where you have to be at work on time. I guess all my friends and relatives are sleeping soundly at the moment anticipating for the celebration. May I hare wish you all, "Happy Chinese New Year and a prosperous year ahead!".

Work Leave

It is the time of the year again whereby Christmas is just around the corner. Yesterday, the supervisor came in and deliver a Tsunami to the team. By Tsunami I mean, a big tidal wave of work is going to hit us hard. Which is good, I have been idling with my work for the past few months. It will be great to rev up the engine again. Seems like the Tsunami is going to be very mean for this round. We were all asked to submit our holidays plans before the Christmas by tomorrow so that they can schedule the work load. Me? Fuck it. No holiday plans till after the disaster is over.

Dream

To chase own dream or to follow others..

First world problem.

28th Sept - 2013 Footy Final

Footy season has just ended for the year 2013 with Fremantle playing against Hawthorn. This year is Freemantle first final game since they join the AFl in 1997. It will be a good experience for the team.

Footy game is not my forte but it is still fun to follow the game once awhile.

Oktoberfest is here. Great beer gathering with a bunch of friends plus some alright Bak Kut Teh in Melbourne. Ending the night with some Taiwanese dessert, my favourite.

Expectation

Never expect anything from others, only expect from yourself. This is very true and will hold on to this saying.

Time like this, you will realise being single is the best. Less trouble.

1000 Tears

There wad an interesting exhibition in Federation Square last week. It displayed 1000 tears whereby people had written their regrets on the tears.

Things I regret too from time to time.

Blog revival..

Many might like to create new blogs when they go back to blogging but I prefer to continue my long serving blog.

Now that Google has developed an app for blogging to my liking, I am back.

Wastage

Wastage. I still remember clearly that dealing with wastage has always been the core of my early education. Especially when it comes to food wastage. When I was a kid. Adults used to constantly remind us to appreciate the food we had. Think of the pain and sweat the farmers put into growing out food. Think of all the unfortunate people that do not have the luxury that we have. I am not sure if this kind of education was actually being enforced to the kids nowadays. It really does hurt to see all the food going into the garbage as wastage. I still remember when I was working part time in restaurant, I constantly asked myself why do customer over ordered the amount of food or why would they ordered something that they do not like to eat. Scrapping those food into the bin, wouldn't it be great if those unfortunately actually have access to all these. At least they would appreciate what they will have. Human. I guess the 20/80 rule does apply here as well. 80 percent of the people just do not know how to appreciate what they have. Guess it is not my concern to care about how others think. I will just have to remember to play my part well. It has been a long time since I post a blog. I guess I am back right now. Still the best place to put all my opinions and thoughts here.

Final final!!

My final paper for these four years in two more days. I hope I will be able to graduate smoothly. Two more days of hardcore study and I will be free. What I do next will all be within my control. No more stress on how my studies will be. It has been a long time since I update my blog. Lots had happened during my break from blogging. First of all, I quit my job. Well, I have to redo my FYP. Other than that, nothing special I would say. Life has been lack of something. Well, it has been stagnant.

Random

Screw this life..

Don't Bother

Watching an old drama. Right now. Don't want to bother about anything. another 3 more days of work and i will have an off day. Just looking forward to the off day and can't be bother. Tired or bored? Hope that I haven't fall into depression.

Just asked my friend bout when I am starting my class and she said 25th. Her comment was I was being too awesome to not even know. Deep down I hope that my life can be awesome. Nothing new. Nothing excited. No avhievement. Just stagnant.

Life has been random with work. On call nearly 24/7 for work. That is the most I can do for them right now. Poor management causing so much trouble and in the end hoping for the best. If they can't improve their management. Then their business won;t lasst long. That is for sure.

Now I just can't be bother about anything. Let thing be. Things that are not in my control, I can only handle them that way. Never put my hope too high on it or it will disappoint me deeply.

Stress!?

Work had been stressful. Since Thursday till Sunday. There is non stop of frustration during work that I have to deal with. Customers, staff, and tiredness. Complains from the customers, troubles from some of the staffs, demands from the boss. All these seem like craps until today.

Today I manage to get half a day of in the morning. It has been quite a relaxing day thanks to Heather's arrangement. It was more like a set up for me today. I didn't know that there will be so many people for the lunch at a fine dining restaurant today. Who cares when you have great companions to enjoy great food together. Some laughter here and there and some catch up make my day.

Today at work, small meeting with the manager and everything seem solved for the time being. All for the best of the restaurant I would say.

Reach home early tonight. Which is good in a way for I am able to clean my room. Got everything in place meaning I will have busier day ahead. I will have to buck up and start on my FYP. Cheong K session cancelled for a greater reason.

At least things seem organised now. It takes time to cope with lots of changes and happenings. I will be bale to manage them.

Excitement?

Maybe it is time for some random excitement. Things are not entirely in my control now. Till now I always have doubt bout myself. Am I really suited to be in a relationship? Suited or not? there are time when things are beyond our control. It is just me hate it when things are not in my control.

Feelings are not something that is easy to be controlled eh. Just hope that this time I will not hurt anyone just because I want to avoid hurting myself.

Last two night, has been good. Just discovered a hidden bar. A bar should have the atmosphere where one come in will be able to isolate themselves from the outside world. A small cosy bar with no signboard. Just a semi heavy locked door with a small sign saying please call to unlock door. "New Gold Mountain" bar situated at Liverpool st.

Inside the venue, a small bar I would say only can fit a bartender at a time. Sat down in front of the bar, I notice a few bottle of home made spirit and aromatics. In front of me is a young bartendress just arrived from UK 4 months ago. She is professional, I admire her for being able to capture what I wanted for my drink. The whole night would have been perfect if she had been able to make my Mojito correctly.

Cookie bar was alright last night with a new presence from Malaysia. Yi Wayn a friend from high school which we haven;t met for a long time.

ArGH!! Boredom to death I would say. Am I? This kind of situation is calling for some excitement. Some adventure I would say. Away from everything. Hmm.. Maybe snow trip when I am having my break in two weeks time. A short trip will do. Or ask for some leave to travel to Adelaide again? Or!!! HOR TZE YEE! SKY DIVE LICENSE!!! I know you will read this. Or!! come here right now for SNOWBOARD!!

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Just a little bit tired and lost..

Structure Advance Analysis

Finally, the first and the final paper for the semester. Preparation should be enough. It is time to kick some ass for the semester and start getting ready for the next.

Sem 1, 1st paper, Year 4

The only paper that I will be facing for this semester is on Tuesday. I am a bit tensed lately. Got side tracked a lot. Due to work, and maybe a little bit of extra thing that came unexpectedly along the way.

I am happy about it. Unexpected extra thing? Rephrase, "A good thing came by along the way and trailing along as well.".

The first and final paper for the semester. Working hard for it right now.

Good Things

"Good things come to those who wait,". It might be true to a certain point..

Always On My Mind

Today was an awesome day. Woke up fresh from a 9 hours sleep. Can't blame me for enjoying that sleep. Total of not more than 12 hours of sleep for the past three nights nearly kill me. Gone to work right now and it is super boring. Not even a single customer right at freaking 2pm. Just me in front typing this blog entry here.
Lately, i might have been a bit weird. There is this thing that is always on my mind. It was actually a particular person I would say. Woke up thinking about her randomly. Nah.. I am not going on with it anymore. Just lately she always on my mind.

Btw, walking out in the middle of movie is the first time I did it today. Hangover 2 officially sucks or I just do not have the mood to watch it. Screw it

Rewind

"I don't choose to rewind. I choose to go forward. Sometimes, fast forward."... The past had its chance. I have to give the future a chance.

Future

"The future is scary, but you do not go back to the past because it seems familiar. It is a mistake."